love?

Alhamdulilah, i feel great now after suffering a big confusion yesterday.
thinking about uncertainty, being hypnotized by stupidity.
and now love begin to steal a part in my heart.
world inside me is about to vice-versa.
will the joy fade away?
will the laugh turns to solemnity.
will the reality dissolved into curiosity.
will the fantasy realizing my dream?
who knows?

entah, but seriously kadang aku macam guilty at something.
i loved someone but there's a thing in the past that still happened just like yesterday.
i don't want the same negligence to conquer my tommorow.
bitter love story mahn!

trying to be best among the best
trying to be perfect more than Mr.Perfect??
that's what i had to be last time.

now, i had success to override my fear.
fear about the past.
stand up by hating you.

mood boring!

sleep only for three hours ain't good for your health! sekalinya, tidur dua jam saja lah. :D

salam, heyyyy!

so as usual, wake up in the morning & ke skulah. bejalan zombie inda makan. pasal tadi aku inda breakfast. was not really in a good mood to hang around at the school's cafeteria. my hands were cold *bakas dari kerita rey. so aku went to toilet tadi to refresh my face then tarus ke cohort 1 punya class arah dorang Wani Subuh, bb farhana abs, and nabillah husin. i didnt' see bb nisa around tadi so i bet she's absent today. tadi begila kajap sama durang si bell, wani & farhana. HAHA. they made up my mood today. thanks babies. 

went to registration class with Farhana tadi pasal ia minta dangani jumpa si Farahin. then 10 minutes later, my block 4 which was Usuluddin. class's so AWESOME brabes today pasal cgu Rahimah said that she marked our paper with smile. yaaaay, macam i got 90% ni paper 1. *saklieh. then tadi jua cigu bagitau kami jua pasal
presentation Usuluddin next year di UNISSA. kan ia punya presentation atu bepartnerkan, so how do we get our partner is by voting :D luckily aku punya partner si farhana ;p macam apa.

next was my PS, spent my time at the SCR with durang bibi amadah, ahmad rushdan sama farah nasuha, also with bb amal tadi :D aku malas kan ke canteen today, entah macam banyak baah kurang duit ku dah within a week ani. i have my first GP class just now. not really bad lah but it's kinda boring. so boring punya pasal aku malas masuk class BM ku lapas atu. went to SCR lagi. hehe, with bb amal <3.

then lunnnnnnnch! makan soto sekajap tadi and barutah my mood went normal pasal hujan. macamapa kau pes! siuklah hujan nya labat tadi. i have my maths afternoon class, so our class was at Lecture Theater 2. lapas siap maths tadi, hang out with durang bb pajar bo-o, bro zeedah, & fatin ghazali & mezah jua. kami sambung meliat cerita Flat 3A arah lappy mezah pasal kemarin inda abis. sekalinya bro zeedah ani balik tia, paksatah kami sambung esuk lagi :( then aku jumpa si Farhana lagi, ia blajar geo.

and that's what happened til now -3.43pm :D

Indahnya sungguh Di Hari Raya

i can't sleep very well just now. ohh-yeah maybe i was too excited for the PTEK Raya Celebration today.

heeeey, im so elegant & stylish at the moment. so whaat, SAKLIEH. was planning to wear brown Cara Melayu last time pasal janji with bb Amal Sahak
but i want to wear my Selendang juaa ;( and i only have the blue & green one so i have no choice but to wear green. sorry baby. tadi i was doing some
crazy thing when i found that i can't sleep, well manly thing-y (y) i was alone in the bedroom, on my bed #HAHAHA. push-up, sit up, weightlifting bah broo!
then felt a bit exhausted baru tah dapat tidur. yeaaay, macam apa ko pes. rupanya aku tidur 4 jam saja lat night. 'sokaaaay lah better than nothing. ia jaaa~
ih wait, aku aher tidur pasal aku masak nasi Briyani dimalam and that nasi is for karang, Raya Celebration. not that really malam banar lah, i mean  it's not going
to BANGAs. well, kamu tau lah aku ni jenis nya suka prepare awal. ;p so dimalam abis ku merempah ayam apa, baru ku 'mengantak' nasi. then subuh tadi before aku buat those manly thingy
barutah ku menggaul rempah nasi Briyani atu with nasi yang ku 'antak' atu. lapas tu ku campur sama ayam lagi, bawang goreng.. tatap nyaman broo! OMNOMNOMNOM TU AH! #sori jadi chef ku kajap ah.
before skulah tadi, i mean before rey & zimmy take me away #sian kana take-away jua lah# sampat lagi ku ironing my hair, beusai behapa, bukan binibini saja pandai begaya, lelaki pun mana tahan!SAKLIEH.
then durang sampai at my home at 6.24am, and arrived at PTEK at 6.57am  .

so WOW! meriah nyeee Pusat Tingkatan Enam Katok.
BARU KU REALIZE BINIBINI DI PTEK ANI HAWT!!


will update again later.
assalamualaikum :)

it's my business, not yours

hey, i'm again :)

just sitting under two air-cons here in the Student Council Room with Bibi Amadah, Ahmad Rusydan, Farah Nasuha & Firdaus Ismail. everyone's busy with their own business. and so with me, i'm supposed to do some revision but nothing can stop my temptation when laptop is in front of me :D today is actually great for me, no fcuking bad things had happened just like whutt i had yesterday. seriously im soo ^%$#@@! today, sun is shining brightly out there ;p **is having 2 Private Study at the moment. i'll have my class after break later, so that's mean two hours rest. nyehehe. #im in green mode.

a new morning

hey, im here again.

a very miserable morning today, i left my laptop charger, i forgot where i put my belt last night & just i went to school & so at the moment i don't wear my belt. it's like !@#$%^-shitttt! i looked so messy with my new fucking haircut. damn!

after our attendance registration, i went to the canteen & met with my BEHs Nisa Munap, Amalena Jaini, Alim & Zulfadhli Rosli. and so bb nisa and me makan soto just now. so nyaman as it was our breakfast ;p sorry bb padh, i know you're fasting. haha. we spent most of our time with talking & chatting about a girl named 'Qilah'. i don't really know this Qilah very well but i know which one is her. unexpectedly i met our Usuluddin lecturer ;s i can't escape his class today.

my next class was BM & we're having a short test on Hikayat Hang Tuah just now. seriously i haven't opened this novel this recent but it was my luck that i could deserve the answer very well. as you know it is 'raya mood' so i don't have time to check my education thingy. :D

break time! and so my next class is Maths. the same thing as my previous class that we're having a test too, on paper 1. thanks to my senior Elaine for the guide on every question. nyehehhe. i know you're awesome :D

afternoon!
we had MPP individual photo session at the Student Council Room just now. and baaaaad ;s i had to wear songkok. but nevermind, just for a few seconds. :D and now 1.47pm, i'm having my Private Study again and starving! but have to wait until 2.30pm then. we have Hari Raya celebration among the Japanese Club at the Gallery Room 2, ofcourrrrsse it's a yeah, we gonna have a party :D 

Wonderful Today

hey guys, i'm here again for today. and it is still early now *masani baru 9.11am pulang* nothing much happened at the moment. today i have no class for 3 hours-strike. iatah ni start masani. my class masani Usuluddin but since both of our lecturer are absent for a week so it's a relaxation week for me :D lapas ni Break, then my Private Study Block. then another free one class which my previous class was English :) lapastu lunch. yeaaayy.

i'm just want to say Happy Birthday to someone that really special to me <3

Happy 16th Birthday to Pamela Jiane

wishing you all the best in whatever you do & stay cute

7th September

hai everyone. i think this is my first post in this Raya session so i would like to say Selamat Hari Raya kepada semua yang berugama Islam yang membaca this post. and aku minta maaf jua kalau ku ada salah atau silap selama ani or terkasar bahasa or apa sajalah yang buat kamu tersinggung or sakit hati, aku minta maaf zahir & batin :D * sorry ah luan banyak 'or' ku ah.

okay, here goes today's stories.

Awal pagi tadi i met someone that i really missed so much, si Farhana Abs. dua hari ia inda skulah since the first day school reopen. maklum, masih mood raya :D then i felt like 'gaaaay' to put everything well, what i mean here today we just had a Majlis Perlantikan Majlis Perwakilan Pelajar Pusat Tingkatan Enam Katok di Multipurpose Hall. there's nothing special to me pulang about this event ;p I'm just an ordinary MP (Majlis Pelajar). but maybe it was special to everyone pasal in this event kena declare who's gonna be the President of the Student Council, as well as the Vice President & Secretary. so tadi sudah ia punya event & now we knew already all the result & our President for the PTEK Student Council 2011-2012 is Wazirul Wafauddin
. so many thing going around school today.

tadi after class aku hantar my June O'level Result arah my sir, and starting tomorrow im going to have 2 PS(Private Study) block. it's a yeaaay pulang, ganya the thing is I'm still not sure whether i'm accepted to take EAS to replace GP. seriously i hate GP much, it's not because everyone said it was boring but i saw the paper with my eyes *banar plang pakai mata* ;p, papernya not really my taste. i hate FACTS. haha.

so done with cerita english, now pasal cerita masa Maths block lagi tadi. i was planning to escape my class pasalnya i knew today our lectuter are to check our notes on Data Representation. yatah tapinya notes ku masih suci balum ada dakwat pen. tapinya pasal aku ni ingat kan pelajaran jua sikit so aku masuklah. :D tadi kami belajar pasal Permutation & Combination. i was not really paying attention on the explaination. tau laah, yang duduk siring ku ani si Topek Ibrahim, lesson banar plang maths, tapi topic kami pasal SEX tia, pasal vasectomy tia, macam-macam lah, the most wonderful thing lah kami makan cornflake yang arah cup damit atu, apakah namanya yang penting kuih raya lah, kami makan time belajar tadi :D

okay maybe that's all for now, will update soon. <3

and ada lagi, also forgot

Happy  Birthday to my beloved ging Shaidatul Nurfarhanie Nazira binti Shamsul Bahri *sori ging mun ku salah taip namamu* yang ke 18 tahun. perasanku ani kali ketiga dah ku post birthday greeting mu arah blog ku. haha. mun belesen rajin rajintah turun Tutong arah kawanmu ani :D inda jua jauh kaliah

My English O'Level Result

hey, so i am here again to tell something really great which is about my shitty day. HAHA. lol. everyone was happy & i knew some of them could not accept the fact, yeah i am talking about June O'level & AS Level result. i was busy with my anime To Love Ru at the time people were making riot at the Facebook about the result & i was still making a fuck face, didn't remember my index number & hell trying to register with unknown index number so yeah it ended with failure --' Fazrenna Mks was my victim to help me to get over my result, and you know what she said, "faiz! nada pun nama mu O_o" ohh god, what kind of trial are you trying to give me now. depressed, curiosity, anxious it's all mixed up inside of my mind.

then si Pajar reply my inbox and said "FAIZ! congrats kau dapat B4! nada lagi english~! CONGRATS baik lanjaaa!! HAHAH"

bah jar, aku belanja kau Aiko Sushi 27th ani, jangan saja kau inda datang :D


macam apa aku menangis sambil ketawa ah. memang result yang ku inda expect. so total masani aku dapat 8 o's dah.
this is my O'level result
(June 2010)
BM - 3
English - 7
PUI - 5
Maths - 7
Geo -7
Combine Science - 7
Kesusasteraan Melayu - 7
Art - 6
total : 3 credits

(November 2010)
BM -4
English -8
PUI -3
Maths -5
Geo -4
Combine Science -5
Kesusasteraan Melayu -5
Art - 6
total : 7 credits

(June 2011)

English - 4


total credits all together : 8 O'level ( 4B 4C)

random post

today is my second day holiday & everything is doing great here. so there's nothing special  other than anime. i'd watched random animes today, and what was surprising me just now, that i was coincident to watch ichi anime : Seikon no Qwaser. it is a nice opening though with come female breasts hanging over everywhere. i know i was doing something wrong but yeah, i didn't watched it on a purpose. so i have to wait until Ramadhan is over.

actually i am doing something productive too here. yeah, as usual my hobby to compose lyrics and songs. even though i  am not the one who is pro enough to compose it with guitar, but who knows one day i am going to be a great artist or composer :) basically i am using Cool Edit Pro, also Audacity as basic to my recording. and at the moment, still i am learning how to use WavePad Sound Editor. i don't care what people used to say  about me, it's because they don't know anything & they can't do like what i did so just get your life!

okay, maybe i think that's all for now


*sorry if there's a lot of grammar mistakes, so if you wish to make some corrections just drop your comments here.

2nd Day of Ramadhan

hai & assalamualaikum.

today is the second day we are on the fasting month and our journey is still far to celebrate Hari Raya. haha. what on earth am I ;p okay, just now we just had a photo session for the MPPs, MPIs & Prefects of PTEK at the Admin Foyer. yeah, it was actually supposed to be held in the afternoon but seems like everyone were having a rebellion just now so the admin had to make it start early. :)


Alhamdulilah I am not really starving like yesterday since it is still early at the moment, yeah. it's 10.44 am now and i think i am not going to attend my English class after this since it is totally boring at all. such a child class with biggies student!


planninng to go home at 2.30pm later after chill a while with my close friend ; Farhana A'deelah. hehehe *evil smile* and after that going to sleep until 5. yeah, that's one way to prevent my feeling of starving and craving for foods while fasting day is on :)

i was on a plan to have a tadarus after Terawih Prayer lastnight but since i was too tired so no tadarus for me :D but maybe i'll attend it today. but, there's a but! haha. i think i'll go out for sungkai with my friend, somewhere at Gadong

Anney Suriyana'

ohmaigod! it's really happened! 11.32pm on 1st August, 2011. i purposed a girl that i'd been crushed on a long time & just now she'd just accepted me. wow! macam inda jua ku percaya ni. :)

okay i wish everything will be fine :) and i'll try to do the best that i can do as a boyfriend

love you Anney Suriyana' <3

Ahlan Wa Sahlan Ya Ramadhan

tadi pagi sampai patang was really bad when our canteen seemed like to enjoy the fasting month earlier. and we, most of the PTEK-ians was like 'cemapa'. haha. kan semua wah canteen kami atu kehabisan makanan. nasib jua before balik tadi sampat singgah somewhere near traffic Telanai untuk mengisi parut. Alhamdulilah tadi kanyang although it just only three of us which is zimmy, rey & me yang enjoy the day


and the moment aku masani sleepover pat rumah rey also with zimmy. so later we gonna have our sahur together. :) so many stories we're sharing just now and for sure it's a bad thing so yeah. it gonna stop before sahur later. no more sins while the Ramadhan.

and i would like to welcome the Ramadhan. Ahlan Wa Sahlan Ya Ramadhan. Mudah-Mudahan Ramadhan kali ini membawa ganjaran dan pahala yang berlipat kali ganda kepada semua. amin Ya Rabal Alamin.

Wacana Ilmiah

Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh. Alhamdulilah Wacana Ilmiah kemarin bejalan dengan lancar and congratulation to our PTEK Islamic Admin untuk kejayaan mengadakan satu lagi majlis ilmu di Pusat Tingkatan Enam Katok. Wacana Ilmiah ini bertujuan bagi mematapkan ilmu Syariah & Usuluddin bagi semua penuntut Pra-U di Negara Brunei darussalam.

Acara kemarin atu kana rasmikan oleh Yang Mulia Dato Seri Setia Awang Haji Yusoff bin Haji Ismail, timbalan Menteri Pendidikan. Wacana Ilmiah ini disertai oleh penuntut-penuntut & pensyarah-pensyarah dari Sekolah Menengah Saiyidina Othman, Sekolah Menengah Saiyidina Ali, Pusat Tingkatan Enam Katok, Pusat Tingkatan Enam Meragang & Maktab Duli PMHAB.

Kursus ini InsyaAllah akan berakhir hari ini.
:)

saturday night

hey hey heyya dude. boring brabis ku ni. sudahpun Nasyid tadi numbur tiga ganya, eseh *inda besyukur aku ah.
anyway aku masani busy kan membaca Bahasa Melayu ani. alahai bukan main payah nya BM form 6 ani, tambah tah lagi mun datang nya part-part sejarah ani, iatah yang ku kalah ni. benci bah ku banarnya kan numbur ane *macam si banar aku ah. ia jua Mathematics A'Level ku ambil. haha.

 ah atu banarnya, aku ada Assessment Progress Report Test isnin ani ; Bahasa Melayu - Sejarah Kesusasteraan Melayu Lama & Hikayat Hang Tuah
plus lagi APR Usuluddin ku ; Tasfir Al-Qur'an sama Hadith. betambah jua kusut saya ni.

Maths lagi APR tia jua selasa ani.

bah, mun miatu artinya ia suruh aku membaca tah ni. :D

We Are The Winners :D

assalamualaikum guys, it been a long time that i haven't updated my blog & too bad that i can't log on anymore to my previous blog since i forgot my password. and that's the reason the existence of this new Blog. 

and today, 2nd July 2011 is our Victory for the PTEK Nasyid Team which made me such a great person. i loved our team's spirit that always expected the victory on our side. and fortunately it such a pray, and the male Nasyid Team from Pusat Tingkatan Enam Katok won the 3rd place just now @ Sekolah Menengah Saiyidina Umar Al-Khatab.

and i would like to congratulate too to our Female Nasyid Team for the 5th place. although it was not a nice result but at least, they made the history! to lead themselves to the Final Stage for the first time and of course they made our college to proud of them.

Once again, good job & well done to my fellow Nasyid Team members especially our Solo ; Fuad Jaos, my other teammates ; Syauqi Hak, Hilmi Ahmad, Imam Yahya, Zulqarnain, Saufi As, Adi Faiz Jaludin, Wan Amirul, Aiman, Hafiz Adib, Shah Isra, Pojie, Amir Rabbani, Faisal Mohammad aka Freezle. not last but not least, our coach/ ptek senior ; Fawzan Hak, Khairi & Amirul (y)