Sunday 20 May 2012

Thursday 22 September 2011

love?

Alhamdulilah, i feel great now after suffering a big confusion yesterday.
thinking about uncertainty, being hypnotized by stupidity.
and now love begin to steal a part in my heart.
world inside me is about to vice-versa.
will the joy fade away?
will the laugh turns to solemnity.
will the reality dissolved into curiosity.
will the fantasy realizing my dream?
who knows?

entah, but seriously kadang aku macam guilty at something.
i loved someone but there's a thing in the past that still happened just like yesterday.
i don't want the same negligence to conquer my tommorow.
bitter love story mahn!

trying to be best among the best
trying to be perfect more than Mr.Perfect??
that's what i had to be last time.

now, i had success to override my fear.
fear about the past.
stand up by hating you.

Wednesday 21 September 2011

mood boring!

sleep only for three hours ain't good for your health! sekalinya, tidur dua jam saja lah. :D

salam, heyyyy!

so as usual, wake up in the morning & ke skulah. bejalan zombie inda makan. pasal tadi aku inda breakfast. was not really in a good mood to hang around at the school's cafeteria. my hands were cold *bakas dari kerita rey. so aku went to toilet tadi to refresh my face then tarus ke cohort 1 punya class arah dorang Wani Subuh, bb farhana abs, and nabillah husin. i didnt' see bb nisa around tadi so i bet she's absent today. tadi begila kajap sama durang si bell, wani & farhana. HAHA. they made up my mood today. thanks babies. 

went to registration class with Farhana tadi pasal ia minta dangani jumpa si Farahin. then 10 minutes later, my block 4 which was Usuluddin. class's so AWESOME brabes today pasal cgu Rahimah said that she marked our paper with smile. yaaaay, macam i got 90% ni paper 1. *saklieh. then tadi jua cigu bagitau kami jua pasal
presentation Usuluddin next year di UNISSA. kan ia punya presentation atu bepartnerkan, so how do we get our partner is by voting :D luckily aku punya partner si farhana ;p macam apa.

next was my PS, spent my time at the SCR with durang bibi amadah, ahmad rushdan sama farah nasuha, also with bb amal tadi :D aku malas kan ke canteen today, entah macam banyak baah kurang duit ku dah within a week ani. i have my first GP class just now. not really bad lah but it's kinda boring. so boring punya pasal aku malas masuk class BM ku lapas atu. went to SCR lagi. hehe, with bb amal <3.

then lunnnnnnnch! makan soto sekajap tadi and barutah my mood went normal pasal hujan. macamapa kau pes! siuklah hujan nya labat tadi. i have my maths afternoon class, so our class was at Lecture Theater 2. lapas siap maths tadi, hang out with durang bb pajar bo-o, bro zeedah, & fatin ghazali & mezah jua. kami sambung meliat cerita Flat 3A arah lappy mezah pasal kemarin inda abis. sekalinya bro zeedah ani balik tia, paksatah kami sambung esuk lagi :( then aku jumpa si Farhana lagi, ia blajar geo.

and that's what happened til now -3.43pm :D

Friday 16 September 2011

Indahnya sungguh Di Hari Raya

i can't sleep very well just now. ohh-yeah maybe i was too excited for the PTEK Raya Celebration today.

heeeey, im so elegant & stylish at the moment. so whaat, SAKLIEH. was planning to wear brown Cara Melayu last time pasal janji with bb Amal Sahak
but i want to wear my Selendang juaa ;( and i only have the blue & green one so i have no choice but to wear green. sorry baby. tadi i was doing some
crazy thing when i found that i can't sleep, well manly thing-y (y) i was alone in the bedroom, on my bed #HAHAHA. push-up, sit up, weightlifting bah broo!
then felt a bit exhausted baru tah dapat tidur. yeaaay, macam apa ko pes. rupanya aku tidur 4 jam saja lat night. 'sokaaaay lah better than nothing. ia jaaa~
ih wait, aku aher tidur pasal aku masak nasi Briyani dimalam and that nasi is for karang, Raya Celebration. not that really malam banar lah, i mean  it's not going
to BANGAs. well, kamu tau lah aku ni jenis nya suka prepare awal. ;p so dimalam abis ku merempah ayam apa, baru ku 'mengantak' nasi. then subuh tadi before aku buat those manly thingy
barutah ku menggaul rempah nasi Briyani atu with nasi yang ku 'antak' atu. lapas tu ku campur sama ayam lagi, bawang goreng.. tatap nyaman broo! OMNOMNOMNOM TU AH! #sori jadi chef ku kajap ah.
before skulah tadi, i mean before rey & zimmy take me away #sian kana take-away jua lah# sampat lagi ku ironing my hair, beusai behapa, bukan binibini saja pandai begaya, lelaki pun mana tahan!SAKLIEH.
then durang sampai at my home at 6.24am, and arrived at PTEK at 6.57am  .

so WOW! meriah nyeee Pusat Tingkatan Enam Katok.
BARU KU REALIZE BINIBINI DI PTEK ANI HAWT!!


will update again later.
assalamualaikum :)

Monday 12 September 2011

it's my business, not yours

hey, i'm again :)

just sitting under two air-cons here in the Student Council Room with Bibi Amadah, Ahmad Rusydan, Farah Nasuha & Firdaus Ismail. everyone's busy with their own business. and so with me, i'm supposed to do some revision but nothing can stop my temptation when laptop is in front of me :D today is actually great for me, no fcuking bad things had happened just like whutt i had yesterday. seriously im soo ^%$#@@! today, sun is shining brightly out there ;p **is having 2 Private Study at the moment. i'll have my class after break later, so that's mean two hours rest. nyehehe. #im in green mode.

Sunday 11 September 2011

a new morning

hey, im here again.

a very miserable morning today, i left my laptop charger, i forgot where i put my belt last night & just i went to school & so at the moment i don't wear my belt. it's like !@#$%^-shitttt! i looked so messy with my new fucking haircut. damn!

after our attendance registration, i went to the canteen & met with my BEHs Nisa Munap, Amalena Jaini, Alim & Zulfadhli Rosli. and so bb nisa and me makan soto just now. so nyaman as it was our breakfast ;p sorry bb padh, i know you're fasting. haha. we spent most of our time with talking & chatting about a girl named 'Qilah'. i don't really know this Qilah very well but i know which one is her. unexpectedly i met our Usuluddin lecturer ;s i can't escape his class today.

my next class was BM & we're having a short test on Hikayat Hang Tuah just now. seriously i haven't opened this novel this recent but it was my luck that i could deserve the answer very well. as you know it is 'raya mood' so i don't have time to check my education thingy. :D

break time! and so my next class is Maths. the same thing as my previous class that we're having a test too, on paper 1. thanks to my senior Elaine for the guide on every question. nyehehhe. i know you're awesome :D

afternoon!
we had MPP individual photo session at the Student Council Room just now. and baaaaad ;s i had to wear songkok. but nevermind, just for a few seconds. :D and now 1.47pm, i'm having my Private Study again and starving! but have to wait until 2.30pm then. we have Hari Raya celebration among the Japanese Club at the Gallery Room 2, ofcourrrrsse it's a yeah, we gonna have a party :D 

Wednesday 7 September 2011

Wonderful Today

hey guys, i'm here again for today. and it is still early now *masani baru 9.11am pulang* nothing much happened at the moment. today i have no class for 3 hours-strike. iatah ni start masani. my class masani Usuluddin but since both of our lecturer are absent for a week so it's a relaxation week for me :D lapas ni Break, then my Private Study Block. then another free one class which my previous class was English :) lapastu lunch. yeaaayy.

i'm just want to say Happy Birthday to someone that really special to me <3
Happy 16th Birthday to Pamela Jiane
wishing you all the best in whatever you do & stay cute